im so happy today. ok its freaking late to blog now. but i am. owells. just had some alfresco night thingy cum movie night. so might as well, it was fun though.

had sprints practice for fun with nigel and mark, wow i deprove alot huh. getting fatter and build. ugggghhhh. cant run anymore luhhh.

it sorta hurts alot in training today. i promised my coach i'll deliver 45 metres by nationals, hopefully, even 50 metres. it is not that impossible, its just that extra hard work im gonna put in to pump and concentrate. there is a few competitions to take part in soon, hopefully, i can do well. what makes me happy me most is the new pb. 42 metres. i didnt believe it i made it finally. maybe its a little lesser but alot of an improvement.
now my body freaking hurts so badly, esp my legs and my shoulders... its like to push all out training 6 times a week. i wonder to myself why am i training for? i realise i finally wanna be proud of myself in something i've letten go off quite long ago, and i wish i can share this with someone.

shruggs, i must be dreaming again. if only we were thinking alike, wouldnt it be so nice huh.

jackie tan, another tracker who trains alot. i guess we will learn from each other, and nigel baby, sleep less in class and still put in extra effort in training. good luck to the track side for their sph relays.

anyway... im confused to how i feel, i wish there was a clear answer, or a proper chance, maybe we werent meant to know each other, but no, i'll try, hopefully... the time will come, and so at that moment, i wish.. we'd think alike. one day, u might make my day.


im off to sleeping, bloody tired and painful. argh. i need rest. my lovely bed =)




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breaking free to something new. =)