today was eh okay lah. i tried to paly some volleyball. but its like so difficult? i couldnt run. i meant i tried to. but in the end. i ended up picking ball for chris and alstair. bleah.

owells.

im just living my day as it is now. though how much i dont wanna live cjc. i jus like to sit around. maybe to look at you. =) but of course, what matters is who you are. owells. maybe it takes time.

today was quite okay. i didnt do much. and though efforts playing volleyball werent put to waste. anyway. GP lecture was ok lah. first lecture haha. and so many friends were there! woo =D

then after that it was math tut and other lectures. wah siann lah! its so sian i tell you. i tahan. and the best was econs. tmd. that lousy teacher go teach us. i wan ask question also so stress.

OH AND THE HAPPIEST THING TODAY! i was one of the 11 selected to try out for the HISTORY REACH CAMBRIDGE! WHEEE! maybe it was a good idea staying. i love history. and its a great chance. the worst thing is that i cannot afford it and im really scared of it. ahh but i will try my best. to my parents. thank you, though u cannot see it. i do wanna thank you and i wanna study hard.

im doing my work madly in class. like every minute im doing something. except disturbing angeline and carmen. tomorrow im gonna bring my feather. so they wont disturb me. *tickle* its so good to know your weaknesses muahahahahaha!

i see you. again and again everyday. but nothing. nothing. im afraid to do anything. im hurt. inside. i wish there would be something, but maybe i really dont deserve anything. anything anymore. but deep inside i wanna admit, i really like you.




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breaking free to something new. =)