i think i jus wanna let it go. i dont wanna think about it. i dont wanna let anyone else know. maybe its best, for myself. at least.

why would i let such stupidity affect me? havent i been thru enough heartbreaks. a million pieces of shattered memories. being unable to remember the past, yet left with those thousand heartaches. why do i keep giving myself away?

somewhere in the middle of this, i try to find my way, i try to find my path to where i was suppose to go. but in the end, i kept diverting, because of each and everyone of you. each of them, it thought i gave my best in, in the end, to be left to wander, to wonder what went wrong. slapped too many a times, why didnt i learnt my lesson? was it i longed for the good times? but didnt u promised me eternity when u only gave me a moment.

it aint the time, even so, i'll die for it. again and again. maybe earth aint the place for me. maybe not. what difference would it make? i shuld stop thinking, just let it go, another obstacle.




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breaking free to something new. =)