9:10 pm
i dont wanna complain anymore.
i dont know what i want. i wish someone will tell me. at least to keep myself occupied to make myself worth again. someone worth it all again. hopefully.
sigh.
i cannot take it seriously. most probably track is keeping me occupied. thats good for me i guess.
i dont feel like saying anything today. i jus wanna comfort my physical discomfort as well as think about my mixed up and confused feelings.
God. i lay my trust in you... please. tell me what i should do. clear my doubts... even if i have to sacrifice... i will do it... one more time.
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breaking free to something new. =)