its weird. its valentines day. and erm. no date. yay. maybe i feel normal for once. =)

its kinda awful to think that everyone can be so judgemental based on past impressions. to me, its jus random bullshits that we chose to percieve and reflect upon oursleves that what we see is always like that. the only time it change... is for the worst.


im losing it badly inside. i cant seem to remember much for what had happen. i've asked for it. i've demanded that i forget everything and start anew. but for now, it is beginning to pain me inside. from the very beginning to now, i've done too many silly mistakes to be ever called a hero if i were to do something right. maybe to be condemned every single step of my way, i wouldnt see the living worth of doing it without you.

i dont know why im thinking of you right now. well its just a stranger on the streets. maybe waiting by the binding lights. but im surely there is someone better out there for you. you wont see a romeo or juliet. but i do hope u'll be happy, because for whatever we do, we must never be left with a regret.

only time will tell...


i've submitted my form. putting acjc as my first choice. i dont know how things will turn out. but its really tiring to think anymore. its burning in my head, for everything i think and care about, im losing it.

tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow. whats the bloody significance? why do i feel bothered? becuase i dont date anyone for like after so long? i think its stupid but why am i bothered about it? well i looked at you and u looked back. so? i looked again and u did look back. so? i think im thinking too much again. i guess i've to date my track team. haha. we're jus gonna train =)




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breaking free to something new. =)