im so tired. everything. every single aspect of me. jus wanna die so badly. ahh i must push more, each time i will do better and be better.

hockey was great and so is track and field trng. but its too damn tiring man. but what to do. sometimes i just love the torture inside of me. oh wells.

i wanna shut down, jus awhile so that i can picture you, and nothing else. but is it worth it?

yeah i guess, it was my fault all along as you said. maybe i jus have this problem, this difference from all of you. but all i can say, this is how it should be done.


ok dude, ure ppissing me off okay? sometimes, get ur arrogence off then u will know why im treating u like this. an eye for an eye, u get what u deserve.

soo damn tired... im sleeping. =)




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breaking free to something new. =)