im so bloody tired. slept like a pig la. cannot tahan. training was good, but its strainous. but dont care man. as long as its gonna be tough and good, im gonna let my discipline be the better to my advantage. looks like if i carry on, i will do well. i have to promise myself.

pain dwells in my body, but if i choose to endure, what is the meaning of pain in the first place? thats why, you'll be jus another obstable that i will be able to overcome.

it would never be a wonderland for many, whom still believes that the best days of their lives will be in this portion of time they live on earth. and so they brood and continue to live that moment even when they have chosen to move on. but why do the past still linger so much and dwell deeply in their minds? for this i do forsee that its love that they do not let go, as friends, we do not wish to leave. because they make the best part of our lives, a part, so important as species we live to co-exist. so how much are we willing to trust each other, knowing that it is never the end, or is it the beginning of a new friendship, a test of loyalty and patience. if you trust that person so much, then why would it hurt to keep thinking about the past. because as we see, the most important reason is that we always have the greed to ourselves, among those we greed for, they know its time to move on, and not get stuck in time, where we know, our loved ones are always there, no matter where we are, what we do, whenever we need them, or how they get there, they are there.

it would be easier said to let go because you dislike a place, or because you live to get our of there. but there are moments, where you feel everything is lost, but i've tested friendship and love, though it feels it never cease to exist, i still wonder to myself, who you people really are.


"shake me up,
break me down,
turn me over,
we your smile.

why i keep asking,
for something i see.
for its you who are different,
in comparison of me.

show that we make a difference,
show that we can.
it aint impossible,
in this promise land.

cry out with joy,
because you could see.
the meaning of this,
the times we miss."


i do not know how much i can hold longer inside, because all i knew, was that i've made this feeling up and running and it will continue to stay till the very end. *shruggs*

its time for peace, and a lil of war, but its a test of faith where we struggle to keep our heads afloat, in this unknown territory we've been living in. so what do you say? what do you do? all that you think of, its nothing but you.




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breaking free to something new. =)