i LOVE my OREINTATION GROUP. IG 24 RAWKS! ok. ROCKS! =)

they are the bestest bunch of ppl yet in CJC. we all kinda won most of our games and really bonded really well. the thought of the 3 days of oreintation being over for this IG really makes us feel really sad. i mean. why must we split up so fast? why not another week more? sigh.

we all had games. many games. dirty, clean, soapy. but we went it all thru thick and thin. im so glad that i had this orientation group that worked together throughout the entire process. im really really glad.

now, its the class that we will be splitting up to, i got this feeling its gonna be damn sian lah. i hope it be as fun and as good, tis like, i think not many ppl taking my combination. sighs. so its gonna be boring lo. anyway, pray to the lord it be alright =)

though this, i've learnt a few more lessons myself. the way ppl behave and stuff. its my own personal feelings and my own personal reflection of how this soceity works. its like, everyone is following the reality that they think they lived in but not realising that they are jus following instead of setting their own right trend. its not abt knowing who is the follower of who is the trend setter, but knowing that aeu doing right? and knowing that if ure willing to quit it, u feel slightly better? it kinda hurt to think of such things seriously, but to know that my thoughts, are jus mere reflections based upon all these posts.



for someone:

"though we see things differently,
its not jus mere coincidentally.
because we are different,
not by might but by nature.

you chose the way to live,
and may end yourself in grief.
but in all that we could say,
my words are all i can pray.

dont you see dont you see,
just that deteremination,
would really set you free.
so to avoid all condemnation.

little girl little girl,
silly though how u think.
but ure living in the same world,
i'll still buy u a drink.

though u may feel time will run out,
or with that u cry without a doubt.
think how how much it means to you,
or it will make u the silliest fool.

time is always waiting,
is we who take the chances.
when time is never waiting,
its when we let it slip.

theres so much u can know,
but ure just killing youself.
pls dont do that to yourself,
because its doing worst to me.

but i believe in something,
i believe it will work.
i believe it will change,
becuase i believe in you."




silly girl, u cant understand how i feel, or how i work or how i behave, maybe only by my words or by ur touch of a tender kiss. but i dont expect muich to be done at all, maybe because i gave up hope on it already. wouldnt you expect a little more from me? maybe i've tried too hard to be someone else, because i know, the real me, you all wouldnt like it. im sorry.




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breaking free to something new. =)