sigh im feeling damn damn sian now lar...
if only it was not like this.

i feel that some ppl have nothing better else to do. please get off my back and fuck off please. irritating people. get a life.

sigh
im sorry mummy and daddy that i have been making u all work so hard to spend alot of money on me. sigh i know its pretty hard on u all. but i hope, we will make ends meet. i love you both.

im pretty sian of CJC. but i duno lah, having mixed feelings about the system and stuff. i dont really care much also. ohwells.

talk to me, and tell me that u want to be there for me. becuase at the end of the day, i wished i had spent my days with u.

everything is really going buzzing and wuzzing in my head..
if only i can keep this thoughts away from myself, i would be glad to. i dont know what i am doing now, i dont know what i want. becuase i know what i want isnt always the best.


forget it.




;
breaking free to something new. =)