10:54 am
i hate to hate you, and i love to love you. but u gave me another impression, it was to to hate to love you and to love to hate you.
i wouldnt wanna take this chance anymore. becuase, it aint worth it. or is it?
if i were to see u again, what would you tell me? what would you say if i'd say something that u may not wanna hear? maybe it is jus some illusions i've been illusionising myself in. what am i saying? what am i feeling? let it go.. let it go.
let this love slowly fade, maybe it wasnt love after all.
i laid awake at night, thinking about a future im so uncertain about. maybe its because this would be the last time where we would be stuck in this dwelling prescence of another failure.
i would want something promising,
i would want something believing.
something without hurt,
yet with reality in it.
i would say i care for you,
and i would say i love you.
but why with those words?
which will fade with the wind.
you gave me a reason,
yet i choose not to believe.
because if is not in this time,
where love would exist literally.
hold my hand,
jus this once.
feel my heartbeat,
anothertime it would be no feat.
give me love,
give me love.
must i ask for it?
must i ask for it?
fly away, on this blue night,
do what u want to do,
cuz in the end,
all i wanna say is i love you.
there aint no other time to miss you, becuase time will run forever when im with u
;
breaking free to something new. =)