i really quit everything.. ok everything. might as well give up... on everything, every single fucking thing. i dont understand why im feelins all stressed up, but i realise, in this world. U have to be self centred, and very selfish. No point telling this and that and dont mean a thing. Even if u amke a mistake, admit it and get on with a little apology. I shall not be nice at all, i wont give a fucking damn about anything anymore.




//i will give up on you *
//i will give up my love.
//i will give up my passion.
//i will give up myself


cuz i cant take it anymore, why is the whole fucking world so selfish and so seslf centred. ahhh fuck yourselfs everyone, i shouldnt care. i should give time and space when u need it, anything is better, especially attempted suicide. I rather be alone then live a life of lies and made a fool of.


please dont say u care,
i know you dont.
please dont say u love me,
cuz i know you dont.


fuck this useless world, every single little thing of it. bunch of useless imbeciles. Use your fucking brain can? think, i cant trust anything in this world. not a single thing, i can trust in. because, its our own selfish desires, that always better choice. oh yeah. guess friends are always people of great use. and u throw them aside, ok then, a world without friends, i think loneliness makes a good friend, because you talk, into thin air, and realise its only yourself, this, maybe you get to know someone whom u can trust, which is only yourself.


leave me alone bitches.
fuck off bastards.
all the fucking losers i see around me, dont let me see you, dont even let me lift my finger on you, cuz i wont give a fucking hell load of shit dirt on you.

esp this daryl, this fat fuck from ftpss. fat fuck, your attitude jus major turns me off. lose some fucking weight which is as heavy as ur ego can get. grow up ok? grow up BIG TIME. with ur attitude, its only a matter of time i will lay my fist on ur fucking face, maybe it make u a lil more good looking. fat fuck.

LEAVE ME ALONE. THOSE WHO FUCKING THINK U CARE> PLEASE. LEAVE ME ALONE. FUCKING ALONE. I DONT CARE WHAT U THINK OF ME. I HATE TO BE MYSELF. I WONT BE NICE, WHY SHOULD I? BUNCH OF LOSERS IN THIS SOCIETY. STOP IT.. STOP IT. JUS FUCKING FUCK OFF.




//leave me alone... maybe.. its for the best of this world. loneliness, if probably the only friend i can trust.


i will never believe in love, maybe, time and time again, it has yet to make me believe, i've tried, i've most probably learn that loving never cease to exist. oh wells. maybe i was jus a fool for what i believed that there was love, i should be selfish, like everyone else.




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breaking free to something new. =)