i dont know why GIRLS think this way, that guys try too hard and they think too far. oh its far fetched alright.

im serious, how i treat most girls, its simple, bitches. cuz the very fact, is that when u be too nice, u jus get taken for granted. why apologise when it dont matter? it only make them big headed and full of ego and demand more. but who has it to blame? it takes 2 hands to clap.

another point of consideration, its simple, when u care for someone and jus wanna know her, little missy friend says. "i dont like u the way u pick my friend up and toy her feelings." LOL? toy? who think its fun to toy someone feelings? sometimes i wish i could try to do that, and i did, i tried and i failed. maybe cuz i know i cant? or maybe i myself aint strong enuff. so what? if i ever admit it, maybe its a lesson learnt never to apologise.

JOSEPH i know CMI said it out of frustration. but seriously, as ur conscience is clear, why worry? dont try too hard for someone who is gonna think ure gonna do more than that. some girls, they jus love to think one step ahead of us, given the fact that all u wanna do is jus to know her. dont give a fuck abt what she thinks man, it aint worth it.

i dont care what u think man seriously, when someone really reaches out because he cares, every mistake learnt, every mistake admitted, shall not be repeated... for this, if i blow up in front of you CMI, i swear u get more than jus what i feel.

O levels going pretty fine... now its getting mroe and more tense, here comes the hardcore papers, argh, AARON U CAN DO IT. jus concentrate and dont let some absolutely fucked up bitches affect me =) cuz the real intentions are never known but by God alone. get those A's and get over with everything, heck this screwed up society. =)




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breaking free to something new. =)