recollections... this is disgusting... horrible. it sucks to the core. but o wells. i must not like anyone again. wont bring any good =)


cant wait for 3pm. going chalet. roar... spending lots of money. dammnit...



where dreams come true, its where our future lies.
to where we go, it doesnt matter,
cuz deep inside our soul, beauty exist,
its not superficial anymore, its skin deep.


O lvls are over and im so so so bored and busy? werid rite. busily bored or something. completed the game in 5 days. OMFG. sianzor. now dont know what to do. oh wells.


"i wish for the sun to shine,
but i got the darkest skies.
i wish for the gentle breeze,
answered i got a downpour.

why? i ask myself why,
that we do not get what we want.
because we get what we need,
and not what we want.

a fool for the misery in depth,
a cry out for mother natures debt.
risen from exile in regret,
far far away i fled.

how will you ever forgive me,
for not taking my chances.
because i knew it will turn out like this,
for that i really dread.

how sinful are my conspiracies,
for they speak of my desires.
pardon not my own needs,
sweep me away from this land.

slit thy wrist i laid,
bruised, battered and dead.
i cant say i love you,
beating to chivalry's gates.

it was all in your eyes,
many many years ago.
where u meant something to love,
the love i thought never existed.

i'll still be there,
whenever, wherever u'll be.
for my love will never cease,
my actions are yours to please."



its chalet time soon. cant wait. i guess, it will always be like this.




;
breaking free to something new. =)