10:43 pm
die die die... jus die lah, this and that also cannot do properly. fuck la.
irritating, i hate to feeel like this, shouldn't get involve from the start.
it feels so good punching the wall. i mean, relieve stress alot. it pains alot, its damn pain, but who cares. jus relief it temporary, jus for awhile, jus awhile...
screw it, pls, give me those grades, i swear. i will do twice as good with half the score. i swear i will.
what if i cant stop thinking about you... torn between someone with a personality and the other stranger. someone who is innocent the other someone foreign. someone who is totally unknown and someone else who distance from you.
ahh forget it, feelings are safe inside, concealed. screw it. screw it big time, just fucking mug and do well, heck abt other stuff, if only i can. fucked up life.
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breaking free to something new. =)