sometimes i dont understand why guys are sooo coool.... i wonder, put down one time must get so personal already. bastard. admit ur mistake pls do, if i never damn the hell lot of you.


omgomgomg i broke the bloody table jus by leaning on it. im getting heavy (measures myself) darn. i din gain weight what... zzzz... pai seh... sian... =(


im feelin so fucked up. jus when im quite happy to be alone again i saw you. what the ****. i mean i was thinkin abt u the day b4 and saw how much i can at least try not to tink abt u. u appeared right in front of me. and it jus cant be so coincidence all the time u will sit so near me. how much i longed for it and it came true. finally get to reallly see u, CUTE LAH DAMMNIT. and im like thinking ure jus an eyecandy. now its a whole new lvl. sigh. aaron dont feel this way pls...

"sometimes i wonder why,
why it feels i can fly.
with you by my side,
i wont ever wanna make u cry.

forgetting abt my past,
neither does yours matters.
consolation is my prize,
just to have you in my sight.

pls, i wanna know your name,
at least something that symbolise you.
that memory cant be erased,
the light so bright to gaze.

now i dont wanna run away,
i'll take my chances.
it had never been so hard,
my life, my love, and theres no but.

i did say i will be alone,
just to make me sit and think.
it seems so impossible,
between u and me.

but nevertheless,
its love that we're fighting for.
its love that we're dying for,
its love we'll do anything for.

i really like u."


ok man. i wished i knew what to do. im feeling so helpless that im not myself again. its not suidical. its jus pure longing for you. sigh. dont feel this way, pls dont feel this way... but i want to. argh... i guess i have so long to see you. after exams i dont think i can see u again. that thots hurt me so much, i wished i dont feel this way. but i admit. i do.


aaron study study study. its the final lap...




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breaking free to something new. =)