loving you has always been about giving in.
loving you has been always about care.

i will do whatever it takes to see the happiness in your eyes, its not about you needing to love me, if you ever do, it would be just a bonus in some ways. it doesnt matter to me anymore, whether you feel for me. because i will follow what my heart says, to love you is to do what i will to see you smile. anything that you want, use me, hurt me, it doesnt matter, its becoz im so willing to give up so much for you. its jus all about you.


"i hear your voice,
it keeps ringing in my head.
i try to shut it out,
but it pains instead.

why did i feel this way,
why did i ran?
why did i fell in love,
why din i fight like a man?

oh cant you see it baby,
you got me going crazy.
i cant run any longer,
im feeling tired....

but something urges me on,
something about you.
wouldnt it be nice if we were older,
however wishing we could turn back time.

i'll be right here waiting for you,
this i promise you.
no matter how hard it takes,
even if my heart breaks.

no more lies,
my love to despise.
wouldnt love again,
if i ever lose you."


my confessions are in your hands, there is nothing more for me to hide.
i wouldnt want anything more. nothing more, then jus me loving you. thats all i can give and with that, it'll make me happier. hoping one day, life moves on, maybe in another 4 years.




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breaking free to something new. =)