10:15 pm
i look at society looking at me. stupid it may sound, contradicting it may be. but who the fuck in this world care? i mean, everyone is jus not taking any relationships seriously, jumping around, and playing around, who gives a damn.
maybe it wont make a difference at all. i really wanna be like that, it sounds pretty fun, maybe it wun hurt in future. i guess i have to think most girls are like that actually. well, it aint my fault now, but it will be in future. who actually give a bloody damn how the other feels. maybe those no strings attached stuff? ahhhhhh one night =D.
its stupid thinking abt it, but it do make sense even if its wrong, oh wells i dont know. it sucks. sigh.
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breaking free to something new. =)