sigh. god dammnit realy tired now. couldnt believe i came home at 2am studying. LOL. but it feels great cuz dint really do up to my expectations in prelims. dont wanna talk abt it. shruggs.

gonna study again later. cant wait to start on math and geog and history. A1's please...



"its most probably fate,
that resigned me to this.
if only the times are different,
it wouldnt be so malevolent.

i didnt mean to fall in love with you,
but i realise i shouldnt at all.
it will never meant for any good,
because, because...

if i were to follow your voice,
or to act upon my decisions.
it wouldnt work out in any way,
thats all i can say.

even for the rest,
maybe it just got the better of me.
but i still remembered i tried,
to make things work out.

maybe i've tried too hard already,
there's nothing more to give.
wont you let me go,
so that i can fly freely.

once again... "



its the way you make me feel, the sight of you that makes me tremble. you put me in sight of dellusions, my hurt are mere reprecussions. that nostalgic feeling, just brings back reminiscence of my ruely past.

sensible, maturity and humillity. wake up please wake up. so what if i think i can? its probably its fear. that i always succumb to. but no one can subdue it, its very different, its very complicated, but that little gesture, that little commitment, it would make all the difference in the world.


felt a little tinge of "werid feeling" hahas. gorden, what u said is true, very true.




;
breaking free to something new. =)