This speaks how im feelings now.

PHOTO
A photo can say a thousand things
But it cant say the million things i wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it cant capture the way we are
Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you, yeah
When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You cant tell me you dont need me
And i know that hurts
Cause im looking at your picture
Cause its all i've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot
Timing lost minutes and moments
Yeah i might be lonely girl
But im not afraid
In a second it all comes right back to me
No nothings forgotten now
Yeah everythings saved
What its like to touch you
What its like to know you, Yeah
When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You cant tell me you dont need me
And i know that hurts
Cause im looking at your picture
Cause its all i've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot
You were my life
You were my faith
You gave me hope everyday
When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You cant tell me you dont need me
And i know that hurts
Cause im looking at your picture
Cause its all i've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot




one more shot. one more try. i wish i knew when i have to live and to die. its really stressful to think about you. and its courage to live my life once again. yet its disappointment to think that i've never tried. am i always suppose to stand by and watch? it bloody hurts, it bloody pains, it bloody makes me wanna scream out and cry.


"i feel that we are worlds apart,
life seems to past like a dart.
when i realise that it is too late,
wouldnt i be left with nothing great.

its not about choosing,
but i dont wanna be losing,
the chance ever being with you,
the chance that i'll ever be true.

please give me a hint,
please give me something.
something to see,
something that will show me.

that i have that chance,
of even saying hello to you.
to know your name,
to play the game.

the game, of love.
it wont be a game anymore.
when i reach out to you,
i will be that fool."


sigh, it pains sometimes, it really pains, but i wonder what will makes a difference, i dont care really. o wells. i got a bloody lots of probs myself, i created myself, maybe, i just wanst who i am to be.

there are too many factors against u. but i really wont let go, its my obstables, my sufferings, my humiliation that i may need to face to grow stronger.

seeing is jus believing. doing is the realism of reality. =)

great no first 3 months, stress and really working hard. pains-





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breaking free to something new. =)