its such random thoughts now... i dont know why, but im jus saying this only once.

somehow someday, i hope it be nice if u'd say hello. jus one time? you did b4 i guess, maybe it went unnoticed, it most probably struck me and went past me so fast, i didn't know what to do.

i've realise something, i give up on A so easily. i mean, as long as i know there is someone who like her, i would give way and definitely back off. kinda explains why i go around revenging*, but to a certain extent i did kept my promises twice. it was pretty long and serious but, deep inside i dont know either. its complicated, it was excited early on. something like ecstacy before the booze the next morning. kinda it explains all till now its jus when i wake up and find myself suffering from a headache and a heartache as well.

i thought i lost girl A quite a few weeks back. i dont know, maybe we jus didnt talk? or prolly girls H fault for making me think things would last forever.

girl A = impossible i guess. its not abt simple black and white when things will go in it sequence. its rather redundant to keep thinking about all these stuff, but seriously, i dont think i'll ever have her.

//she's pretty , im not
//she's adorable, im not
//she's innocent, im not
//she's cheeery, im not


basically, its a contrast, or rather a difference, thats why whenever it seems another guy is hitting on her, i'll jus back out and see. altough it doesn't work out for any particular reason, i hope it doenst. *grins-


im no hero, im no saint.
i jus love you all the same.
time passes, how fast it flies.
i wish there were no goodbyes.



girl A i dont know whether i should avoid you or see you often. i can choose it if i wanted to, it aches both ways when i see or dont see you. because i dont know yet know how u think. i wish this feeling will go away, even after 5 years.




going PC fair later after school at SUNTEC. O wells, A math and math graphs lessons. guess its gonna be another boring but yet productive 3 hours. heh.




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breaking free to something new. =)