today wasnt such a good day. i really feel so much for u. its so different. i dont wanna go things easily. i mean every mistake i make is costly. but sometimes i dont care. now i will go all out for what i want. i really dont care who stands in my way. its like that.

"my life dont haf to revolve around u"
"ure jus history"
"out of my mind and all, cuz ure ALWAYS right"


i wont let what u think of me affect what im saying here. =)
it sucks really.


to my HC GIRL =D


"time have spoken,
my dreams have awoken.
why must it be you,
to make me such a fool?

you made me melt when i saw you,
its no difference,
from any infactuation,
save me.

be my strength, be my might,
for my honour, and my pride.
i dont even know your name,
why my heart kindles like a flame.

starry starry night,
could i be your light.
to make the difference,
a future that is so bright.

stop sighing,
stop crying.
stop the pain arising,
is love really so blinding?

why do i believe in love?
didnt i give up on it?
why am i falling once again,
so deeply and meanancing.

honestly... this is how i feel,
i will catch u when u fall,
pick u up and stand tall,
but yet i have nothing at all.

i dont know why i like u,
my heart tells me its so true.
though im serious,
some may think not.

i will write a note,
inside are what i wanna say.
the last moment i will pray,
and i hope everything goes as it says."



i wont make the same mistake that people often made, seeing u cry, u made me think its worth it. i wont live to regret it. even if its stupid trying, i'll be the fool for my own feelings.


tomorrow going for training. wah that is gonna be so good. HOHO. =) TRAINING AFTER SO LONG LEH! WHEEE YOOOO WHEEEEET. =) then going study lor. =) i really hope i see u again. jus see u a little longer, it does make me happier.




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breaking free to something new. =)