ok played cs today, felt really happy and realises it only works in the morning. hmmmm okay fine.

met junkai to study at macs today from around 2 to 5.30. ok lah. did physics papers then guess thats all. dont know what to say today...



i think twin is really jealous... HEH...

i dont know what to say lah today, sometimes i really have to say something but i dont know what to say.

"please dont expect any bettter from me, or anything from me. i've closed all doors"


oh jonny jonny jonny.

some things are so complicating man. esp between other people and it aint the first time such things happen. the most recent was jus a few days ago or rather a week.


story continues,
though sometimes i dreamnt of girl A and girl J its like i keep wondering will it work or not. its like really weird and funny. maybe im gettting used to singlehood hahas. but its really awkward to me own senses and contention.

"when i keep seeing you, it pains, it hurts, but the smile caresses my deepest ends of my heart. i feel stupid, i feel like a fool, but im always falling for that 'something' inside of you."

i wish i knew an answer, but its so commonly felt by everyone. o wells, i wish i was never expected to do something ok...

i really feel that i really wanna have some time off. but i think i have enuff. exams exams and im getting really stressed. its like studying everything all over again. im like very worried abt my ADD MATH.

twin
yes i do appreciate your music and i really wanna thank you for it okay? thanks.


haiz im so irritated abt my own personal feelings. how i wished for an escape. with you. jus with you. and you, i dont know who you are yet.




;
breaking free to something new. =)