8:21 pm
its always better to live like this, as long as everyone is contented. i've done enough, worst enough. i did like to try out new things, i cant wait, its like an attempt to jump and reach out, though it may let me lose myself. i must not take anyone down with me. i want you happy i wan u to smile, but not with me around =)
im glad for you.
time to chill out, getting really tired.
"all i want was something simple,
yet i asked too much for it can give.
it was my mistake im ashame off,
to remove the pain from your chest.
deep inside the pain twirls,
sharp, darted fatal parts.
weighed upon my own misery,
never would i repent.
time will never turn back,
only a few knows the secret.
to unlock the gentle heart,
something i lost a way back ago.
what's love?
surely it was something selfish to me.
it was never sincere,
for what had happened.
you took everything i entrusted,
throw it away, like dirt on grey.
brutal, merciless insults,
isnt such a common mentality?
its over, i want it over,
so as to move on to happier things.
dont your realise the burden?
that it wasnt yourself.
its hard to say i love you,
because we were rushed ourselves.
made to suffer made to cry,
something i knew i rather die.
you wont wanna know the future,
its really scary, its frightening.
may it bring new happiness,
to your once broken heart =) "
im happy, move on, its for the better, never let someone like me to pull you down. i guess this was what she had thought, for love for grave for what i beleived in. maybe this can be a little of happiness.
;
breaking free to something new. =)
