a letter from my heart to you the message is.

"i do not want to regret, i wished i had told you but its so difficult, i dont know if i should live with it, but peoply have been telling me, do not live to regret.


i've grew fonder of you but you gave me the feeling of uncertainty. it hurts lah, maybe its best to be left normal. im insecure that many people like u, but its fine lah, i'll just back out =)


today went to school to take math papers and then went with Jane to study at macs. OKAY lah quite productive. alot of basics to catch up in physics. anyway, i hope it be fine that you will study hard and to your friend, glenna her name? god bless man =)


so so so sian now, starhub called and its like i dont think they can do anything abt it now. i wan it to be done soon. im feeling so different, but i wanna feel normal, maybe jus a lil fortunate to my own failures.


i wish i could tell you, but i realise, if i did, i may lose you. but if i dont i will live to regret, and make myself like this again. i dont know what to do. *shruggs*




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breaking free to something new. =)