im going crazy, im going mad, im driving myself into insanity.

i never thought it will turn out this way, to think that anything could turn out to be lies. Maybe i see it in a wrong way. maybe it was entirely my fault again. One by one i lose another person whom i care for. Maybe it is my fault. it has always been.

dont talk to me anymore anyone. jus leave me alone. im going to close my doors. i wont open again. its final. try and u all will get hurt, even if i do, u all will always get hurt because of me.

condemn me,
hate me,
curse me,
despice me,

i have nothing to give.--




//leave me alone.




(this post never happened)

I LOVE YOU is all that matters =)




;
breaking free to something new. =)