im losing myself....

i cant feel myself...

this isnt a joke... i've never been so real...

even if physical pain can't overcome the pain i feel inside... ending it all is the best option..

i give up... i really do...

y do i feel this way.....


lana ure the sweetest thing on earth sometimes, i dunno is it u or something about u that sometimes cheer me up. worst is when u know nothing at all! so its pretty cool... stay sweet and lovely!

nicole where on earth are you..... =(

yvonne i'm sorry... i duno what im saying... i mean i really dunno....

jonathan and kinchi oh buddies.. we rock 3some eh... LOL.... lets own some studies... big time...

i feel u guys there for me, but i cannot open the door, to say i really am trying, im a contradiction, im stubborn, im such a fool....

suicide....
suicide....
suicide....

which one should i let go? myself or the things around me? where i go, i cause hurt, i cause pain, i cause the world to drag upon ur guys feet...

im procrastinating... my homework!!!!!




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breaking free to something new. =)