Imagine there are times when u have no where to go, jus that u feel that u need a purpose to fulfill something you do not need to know, i mean literally, you do not NEED to know. Somehow we humans only possess the ability to know 1% of knowledge yet another 1% to know what we dont know. However there are 98% of things we dont know we dont know. However knowing would mean there are other things we dont know and we dont know. Meaning we Wont know at all.

it is hard to contemplate the scenario when u view yourself in this vivid landscape where the scene depicts of your very own environment. What matters is that everything going on around u are oblivious to you till the day you realise what you are missing out. Especially feelings. They are what differentiate the humans and animals, even the plants and the seas. The shear conscience to think and reflect and to some up with solutions are possibly the reason y we are ruling the earth. Ruling eh? I always think that we are being ruled instead. We become shadow of ourselves as we reach a stage of stagnation. Surprisingly, we seem to deceive ourselves with our own propaganda of dominance and act of folly.

I feel alone in this world,
Very isolated from the people i defined as friends,
Somehow realise I need you, that someone, but i do not know...
Deeply inside will conceive a new hatred,
Yet speaking from within came love,
Demanding for jus one chance... one chance...
Sometimes it doesn't matter to me,
Most probably a question of curiosity,
Or a matter of my own ingenuinity.
Surely it made me a complete fool.

Somebody save me, my acts of chilvary, condemned, despice and left to wither in the wilderness, My chainmail will rust deep beneath those royal robes, flesh was ripped and torn apart by the tip of a blade. Where death devours the pain, anguish soons turn to sorrow, where every second seems as eternity.


I really wished for an older sister.... someone to confide with, someone to whom knows that i really wanted care. someone imperfect. someone of my age to understand how i feel, to show the love that no one else have. a love of kinship, to help me, to support me and to share my sorrow. Someone to entrust with my deepest secrets. Someone to believe in me, but thats if... and its If... If only... If only... its only IF

Till then dust shall remain as dust. I want you...




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breaking free to something new. =)