im losing it... fast...

somebody save me...

no... let me die..

kill me...

curse me...

i dunno... do whatever you want...

jus end my misery... i beg you...

with your scythe, the ghastly figure... i see you... make up your mind... please//

// i imagine u at the train station
// out of my window...
// across the road...
// when im holding a knife...
// a bottle of beer...

choose the way for me... tell me how u wan me to end it... stop pulling me back... its no use having me around...


what if one day... you realise you loved the girl you never knew and when u finally knew who she is, its because you are so afraid to love her.
Its stupid, its dumb, its not any heroic act, its jus how i always feel. Maybe its because you are trying to run away from the feeling of being with someone you love. Its hard. veri hard... i wanna run away from it, because i've always loved you...

its all about you...




;
breaking free to something new. =)