its been really complicating about how i feel. i mean why are you such a busybody? in school ask me about my break up... dun need ask about such things... it only spoils my mood...

when u know person A u end up knowing that shes the one, i mean literally, that moment. Its stupid and foolish but ahhh ****. But you always see person B around and makes you feeel so good. Then comes person C and breaks your heart. WTF?

what am i saying... argh...

I dun believe in falling in love.
I dun believe in a lasting relationship.
I dun believe in loving someone with all your heart.

it only break and hurt and leave you with nothing. There are no benefits. Nothing at all. Its pathetic.
are girls so promiscuous and sluttish at times? (not refering to all) i mean what do they want?

they wish for commitment,
they wish for love,
they wish to be pampered,
they wish that their boyfriend won't cheat one them,
they wish their guy wunt go flirting at any case.
(at least some of these)

but upon giving them what they want, it all becomes so comfortable... even if u're pampered, u'll jus get to think that whatever you're feelin becomes so normal. So in the end is some other guy do something sweet for you, what the other guy does becomes something so great.

I wonder how i should treat a girl in future. Bastard-like? Fucked-up? Self-centred? Flirtatious(got such word?)? or how? Or jus be the same old fool? im so irritated. im so pissed.

STOP THINKING ABOUT THINGS AARON. STOP THINKING....

i hate everything that happened. i wish i could go back time. all the way to long ago. 4-5 years ago? the time where i knew i existed like a minor. A nobody who knows anything. Jus books books books. Maybe thats the life i should have lived.//

*if only i said no




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breaking free to something new. =)